yesterday night, after i got off work, i had a conversation with an elderly man at the bus stop. he told me that he retired at age 28 and hasn’t worked in over 35 years. he also told me that i should marry for money (and that i would most likely have no trouble doing so) and stared deeply into my eyes for a good two minutes and proceeded to tell me that the amount of makeup i was wearing...
this summer > last summer by a mile. i’m so much happier and hopefully, things will stay like this for awhile.
“i’m so glad that you like menswear and dress like a boy sometimes. it means that i can actually borrow your clothes.” - jesse
things: i’ve spent my entire weekend catching up with old friends. yesterday, i spent my afternoon at the beach with one of my friends who i haven’t seen in over eight months, because she went to new zealand to study abroad for a semester. after hearing about all of her adventures and new experiences, i came to the conclusion that i need to make plans to travel after i graduate. ...
mydearholmes asked: Damn, it looks like you're going through some tough relationship decisions right now. You have to remember that you're young, you're allowed to be confused sometimes and take time to figure out what you want. If he asks hardcore stuff again, it's okay to say: I don't know right now. And he'll just have to deal. It's not the 18th century where young maidens were...
[[MORE]]i feel like we’re both at completely different stages in our lives (he’s already looking to find a career and i’m still a student), yet we both want the same things (to move to new york or london and work in the fashion industry). today, we went to this housing and furniture store called in form and he fell in love with it. he asked me jokingly if i wanted to live with...
today, i went to jesse’s house before our j.crew store meeting and we decided that we’re going to start an online shop and sell everything in our closets that we want to get rid of. some of the things that came out of his closet were pretty freaking hilarious, such as this pair of jeans. yay for productivity.
i am beyond relieved to be finished with summer school right now. (time to go burn my notes/syntax trees in my fireplace) also, starfucker is going to be playing a show at my school in a couple of weeks!
i need to stop overthinking things, because it just makes everything so much worse. instead, i need to start seeing things as they are.
things: my parents have been gone for five days and won’t return ‘till sunday or monday. coming home at night to a quiet and empty house + not getting yelled at constantly = the best. last week > this week. i want things to go back to the way they were, when everything between us wasn’t so serious. i’m tired of people telling me what to do and how i should live my...
salmon tacos from whole foods
scatteredwords: turtle brownie, cherry + raspberry lemonade chicken pesto paninis, hummus and chips olympics, clarinet and howls moving castle favourite film, delicious food and a bestie tonight was great. maria = the best. “you have no idea all the feels i feel.” p.s. howl’s moving castle was amazing.
Introverts, in contrast, may have strong social skills and enjoy parties and...– Susan Cain, Quiet
mitsukejima asked: Hey love, I hope you are okay. It's okay if you're not. You can tell me anything. Miss you.
scatteredwords: i got ting to pick up her clarinet after 4 years of not playing BOOM amazing. so this happened…
I’d be smiling and chatting away, and my mind would be floating around somewhere...– Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle
i’ve always been a sentimental person; the kind that holds onto useless material items that have past their expiry date. i always fear that if i let go, the memories that are attached to them will be gone forever. when i was younger, people were constantly saying goodbye to me, without giving me any prior notice. for quite awhile, i felt as if there was something wrong with me; that there...
“it’s because you’re so sensitive to your surroundings and because you care too much.” he hit the nail on the head with that one, alright. i’ve always been overly perceptive and as a result, i tend to over-analyze situations, to the point where it drives me towards the edge of insanity. that’s why i’m a lit major; because i read way too far into...
scatteredwords asked: you okay?
p-catz asked: Hey Ting It's Elisa. I think chocolate fixes most things. If not here's a silly video youtube watch?v=x2RJN9a_jdM. I hope tomorrow is better. Big hugs
tonight: listening to chris garneau, eating chocolate covered pomegranates and crying myself to sleep. i could really use a hug right now.